Tag: trauma
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Letter to Myself — When the Pain Feels Like Truth
I sat in silence before Paul’s grave, candles flickering against the red earth. No words. Just the weight of everything we never got to finish. He walked beside me when no one else did—through doubt, through chaos, through fire. This isn’t just grief. It’s memory. It’s love that refuses to die.
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A Therapist Asked Me WHY I Am Suicidal—Can I Pinpoint It?
I recently went to see a therapist because of all the emotional weight I’ve been carrying—from heartbreak, to the loss of a loved one (Paul), to getting fired multiple times, to getting kicked out of my own childhood home. My dad suggested I go because he saw the signs: when I talk, he can barely…