Category: Blog
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Train Like an Athlete. Build Like a Founder.
Most people choose one lane: either they push their body, or they push their mind. But what if you’re building something that demands both? What if you’re training like an athlete, while coding, strategizing, and iterating like a founder? That’s my life right now. I’m building Afitpilot, an adaptive AI performance coach for athletes who…
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High Voltage: Why I’m Not Built for the Average Path
I’m not built for routine. I don’t move in straight lines. My mind runs on bursts of fire—intense, chaotic, and deeply intuitive. Some call it broken. I call it high voltage. This post is for anyone who’s ever felt too much, too fast, too deep—and is ready to stop dimming their light and start designing…
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I Walked Away From O. — And Chose My Peace Instead
It started as fire. O. wasn’t just a woman — she was movement, light, energy. She was tall, magnetic, beautiful in a way that made rooms pause. From Mali, with a dancer’s body and a butterfly tattoo inked with the word freedom. The moment we met, something stirred in me that I hadn’t felt in…
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🎙️ The Darkness That Doesn’t Close
People think I’m overreacting.They say “It’s been years.”But they don’t understand the kind of pain that doesn’t expire with time—The kind that doesn’t fade because it never closed. M. wasn’t just a girlfriend.She was my first anchor.My first real “home” in a chaotic world.She cried at my birthday, got me gifts, balloons, whispered “I love…
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💻 Local LLM Limitations: Why They’re Not Ready for Real Logic
Local LLMs are getting faster, cheaper, and easier to run — but they still fall apart when the task needs real logic, structure, or adaptation. I tested the most hyped models head-to-head. Here’s what worked, what broke, and why hybrid AI stacks are still the way forward.
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The Weight of Cowardice
There are days when the world doesn’t just feel off—it feels fake. Drenched in phoniness, gimmicks, fluff. A romantic droop. A soggy caricature of realness. And I can’t unsee it. I can’t pretend I don’t feel it. I look around and all I see is plastic performance—people playing roles, managing optics, running from anything that…
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How I Fixed the “No module named ‘llama_cpp_binaries’” Error in text-generation-webui on macOS (Apple Silicon)
Running into the “No module named ‘llama_cpp_binaries'” error while loading GGUF models in text-generation-webui on your Mac? This post breaks down the cause and shows you exactly how to patch the loader to work with llama-cpp-python—bringing native Mistral support to Apple Silicon devices. Let me know if you want a short social media caption or…
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I Thought I Could Go All In — A Reality Check from the Past 10 Days of Building Afitpilot
After coming back from Nigeria, I thought going all-in on Afitpilot meant 12-hour workdays and sacrificing everything else. But a week and a half into deep solo building—managing code, UX, AI, and mental fatigue—I hit a wall. This is the reset I didn’t plan for, but needed. A new path forward: focused, sustainable, and built…
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I’m Not Built for This – And That’s Okay
I don’t hate coding. I just don’t love it the way some people do. For me, code is a bridge — not the destination. I’m not in it for clever syntax or edge-case elegance. I’m here to build, to create, to bring systems to life. If you’ve ever felt like the only dev who doesn’t…
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My Vow to Myself
I vow to never betray myself to be chosen again. I will no longer shrink my intensity, filter my depth, or soften my truth to fit into anyone else’s comfort zone.If I am too much, they are not my place.If my silence unnerves them, they were only ever listening for their own echo. I vow…